Part 1
CALM
- PEACE – EQUALITY
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It
is not possible to make a foundation in yoga if the mind is restless.The
first thing needed is quiet in the mind. Also to merge the personal
consciousness is not the first aim of the yoga: the first aim is
to open it to a higher spiritual consciousness and for this also
a quiet mind is the first need.

The
first thing to do in the sadhana is to get a settled peace and silence
in the mind. Otherwise you may have experiences, but nothing will
be permanent. It is in the silent mind that the true consciousness
can be built.
A
quiet mind does not mean that there will be no thoughts or mental
movements at all, but that these will be on the surface and you
will feel your true being within separate from them, observing but
not carried away, able to watch and judge them and reject all that
has to be rejected and to accept and keep to all that is true consciousness
and true experience.
Passivity
of the mind is good, but take care to be passive only to the Truth
and to the touch of the Divine Shakti. If you are passive to the
suggestions and influences of the lower nature, you will not be
able to progress or else you will expose yourself to adverse forces
which may take you far away from the true path of yoga.
Aspire
to the Mother for this settled quietness and calm of the mind and
this constant sense of the inner being in you standing back from
the external nature and turned to the Light and Truth.
The
forces that stand in the way of sadhana are the forces of the lower
mental, vital and physical nature. Behind them are adverse powers
of the mental, vital and subtle physical worlds. These can be dealt
with only after the mind and heart have become one-pointed and concentrated
in the single aspiration to the Divine.

Silence
is always good; but I do not mean by quietness of mind entire silence.
I mean a mind free from disturbance and trouble, steady, light and
glad so as to open to the Force that will change the nature. The
important thing is to get rid of the habit of the invasion of troubling
thoughts, wrong feelings, confusion of ideas, unhappy movements.
These disturb the nature and cloud it and make it difficult for
the Force to work; when the mind is quiet and at peace, the Force
can work more easily. It should be possible to see things that have
to be changed in you without being upset or depressed; the change
is the more easily done.

The
difference between a vacant mind and a calm mind is this: that when
the mind is vacant, there is no thought, no conception, no mental
action of any kind, except an essential perception of things without
the formed idea; but in the calm mind, it is the substance of the
mental being that is still, so still that nothing disturbs it. If
thoughts or activities come, they do not rise at all out of the
mind, but they come from outside and cross the mind as a flight
of birds crosses the sky in a windless air. It passes, disturbs
nothing, leaving no trace. Even if a thousand images or the most
violent events pass across it, the calm stillness remains as if
the very texture of the mind were a substance of eternal and indestructible
peace. A mind that has achieved this calmness can begin to act,
even intensely and powerfully, but it will keep its fundamental
stillness—originating nothing from itself but receiving from Above
and giving it a mental form without adding anything of its own,
calmly, dispassionately, though with the joy of the Truth and the
happy power and light of its passage.

It
is not an undesirable thing for the mind to fall silent, to be free
from thoughts and still—for it is oftenest when the mind falls silent
that there is the full descent of a wide peace from above and in
that wide tranquillity the realisation of the silent Self above
the mind spread out in its vastness everywhere. Only, when there
is the peace and the mental silence, the vital mind tries to rush
in and occupy the place or else the mechanical mind tries to raise
up for the same purpose its round of trivial habitual thoughts.
What the sadhak has to do is to be careful to reject and hush these
outsiders, so that during the meditation at least the peace and
quietude of the mind and vital may be complete. This can be done
best if you keep a strong and silent will. That will is the will
of the Purusha behind the mind; when the mind is at peace, when
it is silent one can become aware of the Purusha, silent also, separate
from the action of the nature.
To
be calm, steady, fixed in the spirit, dhira, sthira, this
quietude of the mind, this separation of the inner Purusha from
the outer Prakriti is very helpful, almost indispensable. So long
as the being is subject to the whirl of thoughts or the turmoil
of the vital movements, one cannot be thus calm and fixed in the
spirit. To detach oneself, to stand back from them, to feel them
separate from oneself is indispensable.
For
the discovery of the true individuality and building up of it in
the nature, two things are necessary, first, to be conscious of
one's psychic being behind the heart and, next, this separation
of the Purusha from the Prakriti. For the true individual is behind
veiled by the activities of the outer nature.

A
great wave (or sea) of calm and the constant consciousness of a
vast and luminous Reality—this is precisely the character of the
fundamental realisation of the Supreme Truth in its first touch
on the mind and the soul. One could not ask for a better beginning
or foundation—it is like a rock on which the rest can be built.
It means certainly not only a Presence, but the Presence—and it
would be a great mistake to weaken the experience by any non-acceptance
or doubt of its character.
It
is not necessary to define it and one ought not even to try to turn
it into an image; for this Presence is in its nature infinite. Whatever
it has to manifest of itself or out of itself, it will do inevitably
by its own power, if there is a sustained acceptance.
It
is quite true that it is a grace sent and the only return needed
for such a grace is acceptance, gratitude and to allow the Power
that has touched the consciousness to develop what has to be developed
in the being—by keeping oneself open to it. The total transformation
of the nature cannot be done in a moment; it must take long and
proceed through stages; what is now experienced is only an initiation,
a foundation for the new consciousness in which that transformation
will become possible. The automatic spontaneity of the experience
ought by itself to show that it is nothing constructed by the mind,
will or emotions; it comes from a Truth that is beyond them.

To
reject doubts means control of one's thoughts—very certainly so.
But the control of one's thoughts is as necessary as the control
of one's vital desires and passions or the control of the movements
of one's body—for the yoga, and not for the yoga only. One cannot
be a fully developed mental being even, if one has not a control
of the thoughts, is not their observer, judge, master,— the mental
Purusha, manomaya purusa, saksi, anumanta, isvara. It is
no more proper for the mental being to be the tennis-ball of unruly
and uncontrollable thoughts than to be a rudderless ship in the
storm of the desires and passions or a slave of either the inertia
or the impulses of the body. I know it is more difficult because
man being primarily a creature of mental Prakriti identifies himself
with the movements of his mind and cannot at once dissociate himself
and stand free from the swirl and eddies of the mind whirlpool.
It is comparatively easy for him to put a control on his body, at
least on a certain part of its movements; it is less easy but still
very possible after a struggle to put a mental control on his vital
impulsions and desires; but to sit like the Tantric yogi on the
river, above the whirlpool of his thoughts, is less facile. Nevertheless,
it can be done; all developed mental men, those who get beyond the
average, have in one way or other or at least at certain times and
for certain purposes to separate the two parts of the mind, the
active part which is a factory of thoughts and the quiet masterful
part which is at once a Witness and a Will, observing them, judging,
rejecting, eliminating, accepting, ordering corrections and changes,
the Master in the House of Mind, capable of self-empire, samrajya.
The
yogi goes still farther; he is not only a master there, but even
while in mind in a way, he gets out of it as it were, and stands
above or quite back from it and free. For him the image of the factory
of thoughts is no longer quite valid; for he sees that thoughts
come from outside, from the universal Mind or universal Nature,
sometimes formed and distinct, sometimes unformed and then they
are given shape somewhere in us. The principal
business of our mind is either a response of acceptance or a refusal
to these thought-waves (as also vital waves, subtle physical energy
waves) or this giving a personal-mental form to thought-stuff (or
vital movements) from the environing Nature-Force.
The
possibilities of the mental being are not limited, it can be the
free Witness and Master in its own house. A progressive freedom
and mastery of one's mind is perfectly within the possibilities
of anyone who has the faith and the will to undertake it.
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