Part 2
FAITH
– ASPIRATION - SURRENDER
Page
5 , 6 , 7
, 8
This
yoga demands a total dedication of the life to the aspiration
for the discovery and embodiment of the Divine Truth and to
nothing else whatever. To divide your life between the Divine
and some outward aim and activity that has nothing to do with
the search for the Truth is inadmissible. The least thing of
that kind would make success in the yoga impossible.
You
must go inside yourself and enter into a complete dedication to
the spiritual life. All clinging to mental preferences must fall
away from you, all insistence on vital aims and interests and attachments
must be put away, all egoistic clinging to family, friends, country
must disappear if you want to succeed in yoga. Whatever has to come
as outgoing energy or action, must proceed from the Truth once discovered
and not from the lower mental or vital motives, from the Divine
Will and not from personal choice or the preferences of the ego.

Mental
theories are of no fundamental importance, for the mind forms or
accepts the theories that support the turn of the being. What is
important is that turn and the call within you.
The
knowledge that there is a Supreme Existence, Consciousness and Bliss
which is not merely a negative Nirvana or a static and featureless
Absolute, but dynamic, the perception that this Divine Consciousness
can be realised not only beyond but here, and the consequent acceptance
of a divine life as the aim of yoga, do not belong to the mind.
It is not a question of mental theory—even though mentally this
outlook can be as well supported as any other, if not better,—but
of experience and, before the experience comes, of the soul's faith
bringing with it the mind's and the life's adhesion. One who is
in contact with the higher Light and has the experience can follow
this way, however difficult it may be for the lower members to follow;
one who is touched by it, without having the experience, but having
the call, the conviction, the compulsion of the soul's adherence,
can also follow it.

The
ways of the Divine are not like those of the human mind or according
to our patterns and it is impossible to judge them or to lay down
for Him what He shall or shall not do, for the Divine knows better
than we can know. If we admit the Divine at all, both true reason
and Bhakti seem to me to be at one in demanding implicit faith and
surrender.

Not
to impose one's mind and vital will on the Divine but to receive
the Divine's will and follow it, is the true attitude of sadhana.
Not to say, “This is my right, want, claim, need, requirement, why
do I not get it?” but to give oneself, to surrender and to receive
with joy whatever the Divine gives, not grieving or revolting, is
the better way. Then what you receive will be the right thing for
you.
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