Part 1
CALM
- PEACE – EQUALITY
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Experience
in the sadhana is bound to begin with the mental plane,—all that
is necessary is that the experience should be sound and genuine.
The pressure of understanding and will in the mind and the Godward
emotional urge in the heart are the two first agents of yoga, and
peace, purity and calm (with a lulling of the lower unrest) are
precisely the first basis that has to be laid; to get that is much
more important in the beginning than to get a glimpse of the supraphysical
worlds or to have visions, voices and powers. Purification and calm
are the first needs in the yoga. One may have a great wealth of
experiences of that kind (worlds, visions, voices, etc.) without
them, but these experiences occurring in an unpurified and troubled
consciousness are usually full of disorder and mixture.
At
first the peace and calm are not continuous, they come and go, and
it usually takes a long time to get them settled in the nature.
It is better therefore to avoid impatience and to go on steadily
with what is being done. If you wish to have something beyond the
peace and calm, let it be the full opening of the inner being and
the consciousness of the Divine Power working in you. Aspire for
that sincerely and with a great intensity but without impatience
and it will come.

At
last you have the true foundation of the sadhana. This calm, peace
and surrender are the right atmosphere for all the rest to come,
knowledge, strength, Ananda. Let it become complete.
It
does not remain when engaged in work because it is still confined
to the mind proper which has only just received the gift of silence.
When the new consciousness is fully formed and has taken entire
possession of the vital nature and the physical being (the vital
as yet is only touched or dominated by the silence, not possessed
by it), then this defect will disappear.
The
quiet consciousness of peace you now have in the mind must become
not only calm but wide. You must feel it everywhere, yourself in
it and all in it. This also will help to bring the calm as a basis
into the action.
The
wider your consciousness becomes, the more you will be able to receive
from above. The Shakti will be able to descend and bring strength
and light as well as peace into the system. What you feel as narrow
and limited in you is the physical mind; it can only widen if this
wider consciousness and the light come down and possess the nature.
The
physical inertia from which you suffer is likely to lessen and disappear
only when strength from above descends into the system.
Remain
quiet, open yourself and call the divine Shakti to confirm the calm
and peace, to widen the consciousness and to bring into it as much
light and power as it can at present receive and assimilate.
Take
care not to be over-eager, as this may disturb again such quiet
and balance as has been already established in the vital nature.
Have
confidence in the final result and give time for the Power to do
its work.

Aspire,
concentrate in the right spirit and, whatever the difficulties,
you are sure to attain the aim you have put before you.
It
is in the peace behind and that “something truer” in you that you
must learn to live and feel it to be yourself. You must regard the
rest as not your real self, but only a flux of changing or recurring
movements on the surface which are sure to go as the true self emerges.
Peace
is the true remedy; distraction by hard work is only a temporary
relief—although a certain amount of work is necessary for the proper
balance of the different parts of the being. To feel the peace above
and about your head is a first step; you have to get connected with
it and it must descend into you and fill your mind and life and
body and surround you so that you live in it—for this peace is the
one sign of the Divine's presence with you, and once you have it
all the rest will begin to come.
Truth
in speech and truth in thought are very important. The more you
can feel falsehood as being not part of yourself, as coming on you
from outside, the easier it will be to reject and refuse it.
Persevere
and what is still crooked will be made straight and you will know
and feel constantly the truth of the Divine's presence and your
faith will be justified by direct experience.

First
aspire and pray to the Mother for quiet in the mind, purity, calm
and peace, an awakened consciousness, intensity of devotion, strength
and spiritual capacity to face all inner and outer difficulties
and go through to the end of the yoga. If the consciousness awakens
and there is devotion and intensity of aspiration, it will be possible
for the mind, provided it learns quietude and peace, to grow in
knowledge.

This
is due to an acute consciousness and sensitiveness of the physical
being, especially the vital-physical.
It
is good for the physical to be more and more conscious, but it
should not be over-powered by these ordinary human reactions of
which it becomes aware or badly affected or upset by them. A strong
equality and mastery and detachment must come, in the nerves and
body as in the mind, which will enable the physical to know and
contact these things without feeling any disturbance; it should
know and be conscious and reject and throw away the pressure of
the movements in the atmosphere, not merely feel them and suffer.

To
recognise one's weaknesses and false movements and draw back from
them is the way towards liberation.
Not
to judge anyone but oneself until one can see things from a calm
mind and a calm vital is an excellent rule. Also, do not allow your
mind to form hasty impressions on the strength of some outward appearance,
nor your vital to act upon them.
There
is a place in the inner being where one can always remain calm and
from there look with poise and judgment on the perturbations of
the surface consciousness and act upon it to change it. If you can
learn to live in that calm of the inner being, you will have found
your stable basis.
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