...when
one goes on the discovery of one's inner being, of all the different
parts of one's being, one very often has the
feeling that one is entering
deep into a hall or room, and according to the colour, the atmosphere,
the things it contains, one has a very clear perception of the part of
the being one is visiting. And then, one can go from one room to another,
open doors and go into deeper and deeper rooms each of which has its own
character. And often, these inner visits can be made during tIle night.
Then it takes a still more concrete form, like a dream, and
one feels that he is entering a house, and that this house is very familiar
to him. And according to the time, the periods, it is internally different,
and sometimes it may be in a state of very great disorder, very great confusion,
where everything is mixed up; sometimes there are even broken things; it
is quite a chaos. At other times these things are organised, put in their
place; it is as though one had arranged the household, one cleans up, puts
it in order, and it is always the same house. This house is the image,
a kind of objective image, of your inner being. And in accordance with
what you see there or do there, you have a symbolic representation of your
psychological work. It is very useful for concretising. It depends on people.
Some people are just intellectuals;
for them everything ; is expressed by ideas and not by images. But if they were
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to go down into a more material domain, well, they risk not touching things
in their concrete reality and remaining only in the domain of ideas, remaining
in the mind and remaining there indefinitely. Then one thinks one is making
progress, and mentally one has done so, though it is something altogether indefinite.
The mind's progress may
take thousands of years, for it is a very vast and very indefinite field, which
is constantly renewed. But if one wants to progress in the vital and physical.
well, this imaged representation becomes very useful for fixing the action, making
it more concrete. Naturally it doesn't happen completely at will; it depends
on each one's nature. But those who have the power of concentrating with images.
well, they have one more facility.
To sit in meditation before
a closed door, as though it were a heavy door of bronze -and one sits in front
of it with-
the will that it may open- and
to pass to the other side; and so the whole concentration, the
whole aspiration is gathered into a beam and pushes, pushes,
pushes against this door, and pushes more and more with an increasing
energy until all of a sudden it bursts open, and one enters.
It makes a very powerful impression. And so one is as though
plunged into the light and then one has the full enjoyment of
a sudden and radical change of consciousness, with an illumination
that captures one entirely, and the feeling that one is becoming
another person. And this is a very concrete and very powerful
way of entering into contact with one's psychic being.
The
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