Thoughts
are forms and have an individual life, independent of their author
sent out from him into the world,
they move in it towards the realisation
of their own purpose of existence. When you think of anyone, your thought
takes a form and goes out to find him; and, if your thinking is associated
with some will that is behind it, the thought-form that has gone out from
you makes an attempt to realise itself. Let us say, for instance, that
you have a keen desire for a certain person to come and that, along with
this vital impulse of desire, a strong imagination accompanies the mental
form you have made; you imagine, "If he came, it would be like this
or it would be like that." After a time you drop the idea altogether,
and you do not know that even after you have forgotten it, your thought
continues to exist. For it does still exist and is in action, independent
of you, and it would need a great power to bring it back from its work.
It is working in the atmosphere of the person touched by it and creates
in him the desire to come. And if there is a sufficient power of will in
your thought-form, if it is a well-built formation, it will arrive at its
own realisation. But between the formation and the realisation there is
a certain lapse of time, and if in this interval your mind has been occupied
with quite other things, then when there happens this fulfilment of your
forgotten thought, you may not even
remember that you once harboured it; you do not know that you were the
instigator of its action and the cause of what has come about. And it happens
very often too that when the result does come, you have ceased to desire
or care for it. There are some men who have a very strong formative power
of this kind and always they see their formations realised; but because
they have not a well-disciplined mental and vital being, they want now
one thing and now another and these different or opposite formations and
their results collide and clash with one another. And these people wonder
how it is that they are living in so great a confusion and disharmony!
They do not realise that it is their own thoughts and desires that have
built the circumstances around them which seem to them so incoherent and
contradictory and make their life almost unbearable.
The
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