The
Mother taking
Class in playground
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If
a man holds himself dear, let him guard himself closely.
The sage should watch through one of the three vigils
of his existence (youth,. maturity, or old age).
One,
should begin by establishing oneself in the right
path; then, one will be able to advise others. Thus
the sage is above all reproach.
If
on puts into, practice what, he teaches to others,
being master of himself, he can very well guide others,,
for in truth it is difficult to master oneself.
In
truth, one is one's own master, for what other master
can there be ? By mastering oneself,, one acquires
a mastery which Is difficult to achieve.
The
evil done by himself, originated by himself, emanating
from him, crushes the fool as the diamond crushes
a hard gem.
Just
as the creeper clings to the Sal free, even so one
entrapped by his own evil actions does to himself
the harm his enemy would wish him.,
It
is so easy to d o oneself wrong I and harm, but how
difficult it is to do what is good and profitable!
The
fool who, because of his wrong his views, rejects
the teachings of the adepts, the Noble Ones and the
Just, brings about his own destruction, as the fruit
of the bamboo kills the plant.
Doing
evil, one harms oneself, avoiding evil, one purifies
oneself, purity and impurity depend on ourselves
no one can purify another.
No
man should neglect his supreme Good to follow
another, however great. Knowing clearly what is
best line of conduct, he should not swerve from
it.
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The
question here seems to be more about egoism than ego.
Egoism is a relatively easy thing to correct, because
every-one knows what it is. It is easy to discover, easy
to correct, if,, one truly wants to do it and is bent on
it.
But the ego is much more difficult to seize, because,
fact, to realise what the ego is one must already be out
of otherwise one cannot find it out. You are wholly moulded
from it, from head to foot, from the outermost to the innermost,
fro the physical to the spiritual, you are steeped in ego.
It is mix with everything and you are not aware of what
it is. You must have already conquered it, come out of it,
freed yourself fro it, at least partially, at least in some
little comer of your being somewhere, in order to realise
what the ego is.
The ego is what helps us to individualise ourselves
and what prevents us from becoming divine. It is like that.
Put that together and you will find the egg. Without the
ego, as the world is organised, there would be no individual,
and with the ego the world cannot become divine.
It would be logical to conclude. "Well, let us first
of all become conscious individuals and then we shall send
away the,, ego and become divine." Only, when we have become
conscious, individuals, we have grown so accustomed to living
wit ego that we are no longer; able to discern it and much
labour is needed to become aware of its, presence.
On the other hand, everyone knows what egoism is. you
want to pull everything towards you and other people not
interest you, that is called egoism; when you put yourself
at the centre of the universe and all things exist only
in relation to you, that is egoism. But it is very obvious,
one must be blind not to see that one is egoistic. Everybody
is a little egoistic, more or less, and at least a certain
proportion of egoism is normally acceptable; but even in
ordinary life, when one is a little too egoistic, well,
one receives knocks on the nose, because, since everyone
is egoistic, no one much likes egoism in others.
It is taken for granted, it is part of public morality.
Yes, one must be a little bit egoistic not too much, so
it is not conspicuous ! On the other hand, nobody speaks
of the ego, because nobody knows it. It is such an intimate
companion that one does not even recognise its existence;
and yet so long as it is there one will never have the divine
consciousness.
The ego is what makes one conscious of being separate
from others. If there were no ego, you would not perceive
that you are a person separate from others. You would have
the impression that you are a small part of a whole,
a very small part of a very great whole. On the other hand,
every one of you is most certainly quite conscious of being
a separate person. Well, it is the ego that gives you this
impression. As long as you are conscious in this way, it
means that you have an ego.
When you begin to be aware that everything is yourself,
and that this is only a very small point in the midst of
thousands and thousands of other points of the same person
that you are everywhere, when you feel that you are yourself
in everything and that there is no separation, then you
know that you are on the way towards having no more ego. There
even comes a time when it is impossible to conceive oneself
and say, "It is not I", for even to express it in this way,
to say that the All is you, that you are the All or that
you are the Divine or that the Divine is you, proves that
something still remains. There is a moment - this happens
in a flash and can hardly stay - when it is the All that
thinks, it is the All that knows, it is the All that feels,
it is the All that lives. There is not even... not
even the impression that... you have reached that point.
Then it is all right. But until then, there is still
a little remnant of ego somewhere; usually it is the part,
which looks on, the witness that looks on.
So do not assert that you have no more ego. It is not
accurate. Say you are on the way towards having no more
ego, that is the only correct thing to say.
I do hot believe that it has happened to you, has it
? - not yet! And yet it is indispensable, if you truly intend
to know what the supramental is. If you are a candidate
for supermanhood, you must resolve to dispense with your
ego, to go beyond it, for as long as you keep it with you,
the supermind will, be for you something unknown and inaccessible.
But it through effort, through discipline, through
progressive mastery, you surmount your ego and go beyond
it, even if only in the tiniest part of your being, this
acts like the opening of a small window somewhere, and by
looking carefully through the window, you will be able to
glimpse the supermind. And that is a promise. When you glimpse
it, you find it So beautiful that You immediately want to
get rid of all the rest… of the ego!
Please note that I am not saying that You must be totally
free from all ego in order to have a glimpse Of the supramental;
for then that would be something almost impossible. No,
to be free front ego, just a little bit somewhere, in some
corner of your being, even only a little corner of the mind;
if it is the mind and the vital, it is well and good, but
if by chance - oh! not by chance-if by repeated efforts
you entered into contact With your psychic being, then the
door is wide open. Through the psychic you can suddenly
have a Very clear and beautiful vision of what the supermind
is, Only ; vision, not a realisation. That is the great
way out. But even without going so far 4 this beautiful
realisation, the psychic realisation, if you succeed in
liberating some part of your mind or your vital, that makes
a kind of hole in the door, a keyhole; through this keyhole
you have a glimpse, just a little glimpse. And that is already
very attractive and interesting.
2 May 1958
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