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A
guardian of the unconsoled abyss
Inheriting the long agony of the globe,
A stone-still figure of high and godlike Pain
Stared into space with fixed regardless eye
That saw grief's timeless depths but not life's goal.
Afflicted by his harsh divinity,
Bound to his throne, he waited unappeased
The daily oblation of her unwept tears.
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The deepest and the most fundamental mystery of the human consciousness
( and in fact of the earth consciousness) is not that there
is an unregenerate aboriginal being there as its bed-rock, a
being made of the very stuff of ignorance and inconscience and
inertia that is Matter: it is this that the submerged being
is not merely dead matter, but a concentrated, a solidified
flame, as it were, a suppressed aspiration that burns inwardly,
all the more violent because it is not articulate and in the
open. The aboriginal is that which harbours in its womb the
original being. That is the Inconscient Godhead, the Divinity
in pain-Mater Dolorosa- the Divine Being who lost himself
totally when transmuted to Matter and yet is harassed always
by the oestrus of a secret flame driving it to know itself,
to find itself, to be itself again. It is Rudra, the Energy
coiled up in Matter and forging ahead towards a progressive
evolution in light and consciousness. That is what Savitri,
the universal Divine Grace become material and human, finds
at the core of her being, the field and
centre of concentrated struggle, a millennial aspiration petrified,
a grief of ages congealed, a divinity lone and benumbed in a
trance. This divinity has to awake and labour. The god has to
be cruel to himself, for his divinity demands that he must surpass
himself, he cannot abdicate, let Nature go her own way, the
inferior path of ease and escape.. The godhead must exercise
its full authority, exert all its pressure upon itself-tapas
taptva-and by this heat of incubation release the energy
that leads towards the light and the high fulfilment. In the
meanwhile, the task is not easy. The divine sweetness and solicitude
lights upon this hardened divinity: but the inertia of the Inconscient,
the 'Pani', hides still the light within its rocky cave and
would not deliver it. The Divine Grace, mellow with all the
tears of love and sympathy and tenderness she has gathered for
the labouring godhead, has pity for the hard lot of a humanity
stone-bound to the material life, yet yearning and surging towards
freedom. The godhead is not consoled or appeased until that
freedom is achieved and light and immortality released. The
Grace is working slowly, laboriously perhaps but surely to that
end : the stone will wear down and melt one day. Is that fateful
day come ?
That
is the meaning of human-life, the significance of even the very
ordinary human life. It is the field of a "dire debate",
"a fierce question", a constant struggle between the
two opposing or rather polar forces, the will or aspiration
"to be" and the will of inertia "not to be"-the
friction, to use a Vedic image, of the two batons of the holy
sacrificial wood, arani out of which the flame is to
leap forth. The pain and suffering men are subject to in this
unhappy vale of tears- physical illness and incapacity, vital
frustration or mental confusion-are symbols and expressions
of a deeper fundamental Pain. That pain is the pain of labour,
the travail for the birth and incarnation of a godhead asleep
or dead. Indeed, the sufferings and ills of life are themselves
powerful instruments. They inevitably lead to the Bliss, they
are the fuel that kindles, quickens and increases the Fire of
Ecstasy that is to blaze up on the day of victory in the full
and integral spiritual consciousness. The round of ordinary
life is not vain or meaningless: its petty innocent-looking
moments and events are the steps
of the marching Divinity. Even the commonest life is the holy
sacrificial rite progressing, through the oblations of our experiences,
bitter or sweet, towards the revelation and establishment of
the immortal godhead in man.
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Savitri,
the Divine Grace in human form, is upon earth. The Divine Consciousness
has abandoned its own supreme transcendental status to enter
into the human consciousness and partake of the earthly life:
it has taken up a mortal frame, to live and dwell here below.
Only thus she can transform the lower animal nature into the
divine nature, raise man to godhead, make of earth heaven itself:
A
prodigal of her rich divinity,
Her
self and all she was she had lent to men,
Hoping
her greater being to implant
That
heaven might native grow on mortal soil.
But the task is not easy. The flesh is weak: it is incapable
of holding or receiving the breath of immortality .Not
only so, it has a positive aversion, a bad will: it is refractory,
antipathetic to the touch of the spirit. Matter is dull and
dumb, dark and obdurate: mortality loves and clings jealously
and exclusively to its mortal home. The earthly being does not
know, cannot appreciate the gift, the boon that is brought to
him, to his very door: he has only to receive and accept in
order to be saved out of all ignorance and grief, impotence
and death. The Divine Mother has forgotten herself, has made
herself as small and as close and native to earth as any earthly
creature, like anyone of us, taken upon herself all limitations
and indignities, the entire burden of an earthly life, graced
with her presence this mortal atmosphere. But
Hard
is it to persuade earth-nature's change ;
Mortality
bears ill the eternal's touch :
It
fears the pure divine intolerance
Of
that assault of ether and of fire;
It
murmurs at its sorrowless happiness,
Almost
with hate repels the light it brings; ...
As, however, "mortality bears ill the eternal's touch",
the eternal too is intolerant of the mortal nature-only it is
in- tolerant not in the ignorant blind squeamish weak human
way, but in a divine way, for it is armed with weapons of light
and knowledge, it assaults with its luminous force, the enegy
of ether and fire, the higher and nobler elements as against
the dense dark dumb earth, the lowest elements that clothes
the human consciousness. Indeed, mortality is enamoured of the
tangled beam of joy and sorrow, of laughter and tears, of light
and shadow and cannot contemplate the unalloyed sheer delight
in Eternity . It is out of breath in the serene rarefied air
of immortality; it pines for the terrafirma, the mud
and slime. The human consciousness has been fleeing the Hound
of Heaven down the corridors of Time, and yet it will be caught
in the end and wholly transmuted in the divine embrace into
the substance of the Divine Himself. All the unwillingness and
protestation and revolt are meant to forge and hammer the final
union into something perfect, faultless, absolute.
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