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of you, I suppose, sometime or other attend the meditation,
the evening meditation at the Playground. If not all, at least
a good many or most of you. Perhaps a few of the younger ones
do not. When the Mother was giving this collective meditation
in the Playground, almost always there used to happen a strange
phenomenon. She has spoken of it, Sri Aurobindo also referred
to it, some of you may recall. Among the people who attended
the meditation, mostly our Ashram-people, there used to be present
strange guests in the company: invisible beings from other worlds,
gods, various degrees and kinds of gods, great gods and small
gods -disembodied or unbodied beings jostling with embodied
human creatures. They had a great fascination for this meditation.
They must have been tempted in view of
some profit they would gain by it, as in our human cases we
too expected some benefit; apart from that, there was a great
fascination for this meeting, especially for these inhabitants
of the other worlds; for this was an opportunity, a great opportunity
when they could come near and meet the embodied Divine. In the
other worlds, in their own domains they were far from the Divine,
the contact was indirect, but here at this place was the Divine
himself or herself, in a physical body. Nowhere else they could
have this vision, this direct contact; that was what prompted them
to come here.
"' We had had, poor human creatures, this great
opportunity for years. I have always spoken of it, the presence
of the Divine in a physical body. Even if you did not know,
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something in you knew and the touch was there, you still carry
that touch with you, it is indelible. The earth even now retains
something of that Divine touch and will retain it for ever;
it is that which is helping it to go forward in spite of the
tremendous odds and difficulties that the earth is going through
and has yet to go through -for sometime -towards its inevitable
goal.
There
was another phenomenon similar and likewise extraordinary. When
the Mother used to play on the organ, to entertain us with her
music, sometimes one noted that- she would sit quiet for a while
before the organ, apparently "waiting for something before
she began to play. And naturally we in our small way of understanding
used to say,
"Mother was concentrating
or waiting for the inspiration."
Very often it was not that.
She herself explained once or twice what it was. She said, here
also as at the meditation in the Playground, when she sat with
her fingers on the keys of,the board, there was a host of invisible
musicians assembled there, musicians of course who wanted to
hear Mother play, also there were ambitious musicians who sought
to play, play through her fingers. That was a great opportunity
for them to express themselves, to show their capacity, exhibit
their talents through her. Indeed at times there was a clamour
and scramble among these unearthly musicians, as to who should
come, whom should Mother allow to appear . It was very interesting,
Mother used to say, when for some reason or other she allowed
some particular musician, the fortunate being used to play his
music through her gracious fingers. And when the music passed
through her fingers, something of her own quality or inspiration
naturally entered into the music played. When you hear Mother's
music now, some are of that nature, not absolutely or wholly
by herself, but some other great musician from another world
has given his version of the Mother's music. Our Sunil's music
is a peculiar case: it is exquisitely human music grafted on
the Mother's Divine music -a blend of the two.
It was a great mystery,
and a great, as I said, a great phenomenon, this free interchange
between the physical world, the physical life and the other
heavenly or other- worldly worlds. There was a mixture, a co-mingling,
and at times a fusion of these two different dissimilar realms.
And it was a very concrete, a very living phenomenon. It is
not however as mere isolated instances that the phenomenon occurs:
this phenomenon of interaction between two distinct and dissimilar
worlds. These higher or other- Worldly powers exist not merely
for their own sake, for their own delight or growth, they have
also a place in the universal play, in the play of earthly evolution:
that is to say, they are there in their own realms and come
nearer to the earth to extend their help in its forward march.
They help individual beings also bestowing their powers and
capacities and their inspiration. The word "inspiration"
itself means a breath, an influence from elsewhere, from another
sphere. It means that which is not confined to the known and
the present but something new, something unfamiliar, from somewhere
else touches our old life's sphere. Sri Aurobindo has given
some instances how, here, people who were very commonplace and
ordinary in their intelligence and capacity developed in a strange
uncanny way other qualities and accomplishments they could not
think of or dream of. This was possible only because of this
help, this inspiration or prompting from elsewhere. We have
had people in our midst who received or receive still this help
in creating their music, poetry and art. I may cite here a remarkable
instance. There was a professor here, an Englishman, Professor
of Philosophy, but of a special kind of Philosophy, that of
logic- mathematics and logic married together, two of the driest
subjects to students: teachers or students among you will kindly
excuse me for this compliment I am paying to their subject.
This professor, dry as dust, miraculous
to say, flowered into a very fine poet. He wrote poetry of an
extreme sensitiveness, exquisite in form and feeling. You must
have heard of him, some must have read him, I speak of Arjava.
A really fine poet he became, no trace of mathematics at all
was there -unless it is the magic of the mathematics of the
Infinity, of the Unknowable.
I was speaking of the influence of other forces
upon human beings and the power they exercise upon external
circumstances. These phenomena happen automatically, we have
no control over them. But this too can be acquired. These supranormal
faculties can be brought under control. One can come in conscious
contact with such forces and influences and know them and even
guide their action. Sri Aurobindo has spoken of this mystery
and I think I have referred to it in my Reminiscences. Sri Aurobindo
himself used to do automatic writing, as perhaps many of you,
the older ones particularly, know it. I will explain. Sri Aurobindo
used to allow these other-worldly forces and invisible beings
to enter into his physical personality, in the same way as the
Mother used to do with regard to her music allowing other persons
to enter into her fingers and play through them their music.
Here also Sri Aurobindo used to do the same and similar things
consciously. I have seen it myself, and many others. He used
to hold the pen or pencil between his fingers, ready to write
on apiece of paper , placed in front; he used to leave his fingers
absolutely passive without any will in himself to write: they
were almost like an inert object. After a time the pen or pencil
used to move by itself and begin to write, write sometimes even
speeches, give instructions or information, answer questions
also.
Once, it was here in Pondicherry,
Sri Aurobindo was try- ing this experiment. Mother also was
present there. Some- one asked the medium, the person who was
appearing through the medium, "Can you answer questions?"
"Yes, I can." "Will you speak something about
the..." He mentioned the name of a person we knew. The
medium gave a description of the person's nature and various
information about him which were marvellously accurate. He described
in this way two or three other persons known to us. Then one
among us asked, "Can you tell us something about the Mother?"
Mother intercepted with vehemence, "No, no, nothing about
me." Immediately Sri Aurobindo's pencil dropped on the
paper and the matter came to a dead stop then and there. All
the same what the invisible being was saying was quite interesting,
and even could be of educative value. Sri Aurobindo used to
explain that many of these beings were very eager to come but
they were not always very truthful. They wanted to show their
cleverness or amused themselves by' confusing or irritating
human beings. Sometimes however higher beings can come and then
you get useful instruction or even true knowledge from them.
Sri Aurobindo himself has described at length how, when he was
in prison, Vivekananda used to come to him and give him important
indications in Yoga. What he did not know, Vivekananda was explaining
to him.
I have spoken of automatic writing; there
is a parallel phenomenon, automatic speech. That is also possible.
When you speak, it happens personally you do not speak, in other
words, you make no effort, do not exercise your brain or your
mind, all remains still, even your tongue, like the pencil in
automatic writing. Sri Aurobindo explained how, he arrived at
this achievement. At one time when he thought of practising
Yoga seriously, he was looking for some one who could give preliminary
practical guidance. He was told there was such a person somewhere
in Baroda. This person was not a guru in the normal sense, he
looked like a house- holder, was not at all a sannyasi. He was
employed in an office, perhaps as a clerk, still he was pursuing
some practice of yogic discipline. Sri Aurobindo had an interview
with
him, and the first lesson was to this effect: Make your mind
quiet, absolutely silent, there should be no thought, no ripple
of any mental movement, it has to be absolutely blank. Then
you will be able to have your first experience. Usually we are
in the habit of saying: 1 think, you think, he thinks, but in
point of fact you will observe that you do not think at all-there
is nobody who thinks, the thoughts simply come to you when you
have made this field of silence within, you will actually see
thoughts arriving from outside into that field, your brain is
occupied by intruders as it were, and you have the choice either
to accept or to reject, entertain or throw them out. You can
keep your mind absolutely blank as long as you like. Sri Aurobindo
said, he practised this and in three days he made his mind absolutely
blank, a zero, no thought, not even a ripple was there -it was
a very remarkable experience at that time, quite new to him,
such a peace and stillness, a perfect void ! Then one day Sri
Aurobindo met his teacher Lele Maharaj and told him that he
was doing political work then and the next day he had to deliver
a lecture, how was he to do it if he has to continue to be in
a blank mind. If I speak, I have to think, I have to choose
a subject. What am I to do ? Lele Maharaj answered, "Do
one thing, go to the meeting, stand in front of your listeners,
do namaskar to the public and keep quiet, wait, see what happens.
Don't try to say anything or think of anything, simply remain
as a passive instrument in the hands of the Supreme Power ."
Sri Aurobindo did as instructed, he stood with folded arms,
did namaskar to the public and, within, did pranam to the Supreme.
He said: "I was thinking of nothing, awaiting things to
happen as a silent witness. Then suddenly I found that something
started in me and the tongue began to move, the tongue moved
and moved and the lips began to utter words." He delivered
in this way a long lecture, and he said he did not exactly know
what was spoken through him, there was only a vague impression,
but it was a great speech the others said. And from then on
all his public speeches came in that way as automatic speeches.
Later he explained to us, and showed to us, by example as it
were, how the thing was done. It was at a seance; we used to
sit together, a few of us, in his company. We sat, made ourselves
comfortable, remained quiet and silent and then the thing happened:
suddenly when everybody was quiet, still, he began to speak,
I said he, but it was not his voice, it was surely somebody
else speaking through him. The speaker sometimes announced himself
saying he was such and such a person. Sometimes great historical
persons also came, as for example, I have described in my Reminiscences,
the famous leader of the great French Revolution, Dallton. In
a terrible voice he cried out: I am Danton, terror, red terror,
etc. Once a great politician of the ancient days, of the Greek
times, appeared and started to give lessons on politics. Bankim
also appeared once, I have referred to this episode in my book.
So all this is to tell you that you are surrounded
by a world of beings and influences and this visible body that
you have, the normal mind active in you, are not all that you
can call yours. Even in ordinary life when you think that you
are acting, you are speaking, it is not at all true, or only
partially true. A part, often a small part of you is involved
in your activities. You are like an iceberg -the greater part
is submerged, only the top, a very small portion of the whole
is visible. This becomes apparent in abnormal occasions, when
for example, you are upset off your feet, wild with anger, you
utter words that you would never think of uttering, or act in
a way absolutely contrary to your nature; all this is because
at that time you are "possessed", truly possessed
by invisible beings and entities. "Possession", possession
by a ghost, is a familiar phenomenon. Hysteria also is a familiar
case of possession. Hypnotism, mesmerism, various mediumistic
practices are attempted ways and means to cultivate conscious
and willed communion with the other world. But these are very
crude operations and do not go deep or far enough; besides they
may prove positively' dangerous. Such phenomena are explained
in many other ways but these are among things which are not
dreamt of by the ordinary mentality. Indeed we live in the midst
of a world fair. As I have said, all sorts of beings and influences
and forces are there jostling within you and outside, and most
of the time you are a mere puppet in their hands. It is not
however all so miserable for you: as there are adverse beings
and forces, so there are good angels and helpful deities available
to you. It depends upon you to choose. And you have to choose
rightly, that is how Yoga comes in as the saving factor in your
life. We say Yoga is the way to be conscious of these invisible
things and forces and to bring harmony and order out of the
million contending forces in you. Instead of being driven, pushed
and pulled in a thousand ways, Yoga shows how to direct them
to a single aim, organise them round a single centre. Organise
your life, that is the aim, the very central aim. That centre
is the Divine in you; the Divine Presence, the Presence of the
Mother, your true self, your soul. As I have said, there are
very many forces and movements in you and without you that drag
you in conflicting directions, you have to marshal them, direct
them towards one goal, organise your being, your self, rather
your selves, for you are not one self but many selves; you are
not one person, but many persons. All of them have to be comprehended,
coordinated, and finally that is the way to happiness -to true
happiness: If happiness and contentment in life is life's purpose,
then there is no other way than that of harmonising your personalities.
Mother was always speaking of this necessity of rounding up,
centering or integrating your personality, the only way of securing
a fruitful, purposeful, fulfilled life. Indeed Yoga means literally
joining together, joining all the discordant,
parts of your being, all the quarrelling personalities lodged
in you in one single harmonious entity -your divine soul. It
is difficult, the process: the path of yoga starts with purification,
which involves strenuousness, as tapasya, but that is the basis.
However, as I have said, you are not alone on the path, the
help is there; apart from the helpful persons and forces
accompanying you there is the supreme unfailing , help from
the Mother. The Divine came to us in the material body to help
us. She has withdrawn, taken away the
body outwardly, but the help She
has left with us is there; almost in the same way as before.
In this age,
the saints say, the Divine is near to us, quite near. When we
were young we were told that we have entered into Kali age,
the age of darkness, of darkness and smallness, that is to say,
human beings are small, small and weak in the body and in the
inner make-up. But the Divine took pity on us and to be with
us became himself small and perhaps apparently weak also (Vamana)
to be human with us. In other ages, even in the Satya Yuga,
the age of Truth, God, the Divine was very far from earth, away
and alooffrom the material universe (which was Illusion, Maya).
Therefore in those days to reach the Divine, to attain nearness
to God, one had to rise and mount on and on almost endlessly,
strenuously. It needed tremendous, arduous labour, it was the
age of tapasya, one had to be tapasvi to
find God and reach him. But now it is different.
God has come down to us and lodged himself in the material body.
He continues to be in the earth atmosphere, but not very far
from the material. In our childhood we used to hear that in
Kali the practice of religion or spirituality has been made
easy by the Divine Grace in view of man's frailty. In Kali man
is now incapable of austerity, so, at present simply to utter
God's name is sufficient to bring salvation. So I was saying,
the Divine help is at our door: the Divine himself is there
in person. Only you have to be sincere and earnest about it,
you have to extend your arms, extend your.
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