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The true soul secret in us, -subliminal, we have
said, but the word is misleading, for this presence is not situated
below the threshold of waking mind, but rather burns in the temple
of the inmost heart behind the thick screen of an ignorant
mind, life and body, not subliminal but behind the veil, this veiled
psychic entity is the flame of the Godhead always alight within
us, inextinguishable even by that dense unconsciousness of any spiritual
self within which obscures our outward nature. It is aflame born
out of the Divine and, luminous inhabitant of the Ignorance, grows
in it till it is able to turn it towards the Knowledge. It is the
concealed Witness and Control, the hidden Guide, the Daemon of Socrates,
the inner light or inner voice of the mystic. It is that which endures
and is imperishable in us from birth to birth, untouched by death,
decay or corruption, an indestructible spark of the Divine. Not
the unborn Self or Atman, for the Self even in presiding over the
existence of the individual is aware always of its universality
and transcendence, it is yet its deputy in the forms of Nature,
the individual soul, caitya purusa, supporting mind, life
and body, standing behind the mental, the vital, the subtle-physical
being in us and watching and profiting by their development and
experience. These other person-powers in man, these beings of his
being, are also veiled in their true entity, but they put forward
temporary personalities which compose our outer individuality and
whose combined superficial action and appearance of status we call
ourselves: this inmost entity also, taking form in us as the psychic
Person, puts forward a psychic personality which changes, grows,
develops from life to life; for this is the traveller between birth
and death and between death and birth, our nature parts are
only its manifold and changing vesture. The psychic being can at
first exercise only a concealed and partial and indirect action
through the mind, the life and the body, since it is these parts
of Nature that have to be developed as its instruments of self-expression,
and it is long confined by their evolution. Missioned to lead man
in the Ignorance towards the light of the Divine Consciousness,
it takes the essence of all experience in the Ignorance to form
a nucleus of soul-growth in the nature; the rest it turns into material
for the future growth of the instruments which it has to use until
they are ready to be a luminous instrumentation of the Divine. It
is this secret psychic entity which is the true original Conscience
in us deeper than the constructed and conventional conscience of
the moralist, for it is this which points always towards Truth and
Right and Beauty, towards Love and Harmony and all that is a divine
possibility in us, and persists till these things become the major
need of our nature. It is the psychic personality in us that
flowers as the saint, the sage, the seer; when it reaches its full
strength, it turns the being towards the Knowledge of Self and the
Divine, towards the supreme Truth, the supreme Good, the supreme
Beauty, Love and Bliss, the divine heights and largenesses, and
opens us to the touch of spiritual sympathy, universality, oneness.
On the contrary, where the psychic personality is weak, crude or,ill-developed,
the finer parts and movements in us are lacking or poor in character
and power, even though the mind may be forceful and brilliant, the
heart of vital emotions hard and strong and masterful, the life-force
dominant and successful, the bodily existence rich and fortunate
and an apparent lord and victor. It is then the outer desire-soul,
the pseudo-psychic entity, that reigns and we mistake its
misinterpretations of psychic suggestion and aspiration, its ideas
and ideals, its desires and yearnings for true soul-stuff and wealth
of spiritual experience. If the secret psychic Person can come forward
into the front and, replacing the desire-soul, govern overtly and
entirely and not only partially and from behind the veil this outer
nature of mind, life and body, then these can be cast into soul
images of what is true, right and beautiful and in the end the whole
nature can be turned towards the real aim of life, the supreme victory,
the ascent into spiritual existence.
SRI AUROBINDO
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