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The
human individual is a very complex being: he is composed of innumerable
elements, each one of which is an independent entity and has almost
a personality. Not only so, the most contradictory elements are
housed together. If there is a particular quality or capacity present,
the very opposite of it, annulling it, as it were, will also be
found along with it and embracing it. I have seen a man brave, courageous,
heroic to the extreme, flinching from no danger, facing unperturbed
the utmost peril, truly the bravest of the brave; and yet I have
seen the same man cowering in abject terror, like the last of poltroons,
in the presence of certain circumstances. I have seen a most generous
man giving things away largely, freely, not counting any expenditure
or sacrifice, without the least care or reservation; the same person
I have also found to be the vilest of misers with respect to certain
other considerations. Again, I have seen the most intelligent person,
with a clear mind, full of light and understanding, easily comprehending
the logic and implication of a topic; and yet I have seen him betraying
the utmost stupidity of which even an ordinary man without education
or intelligence would be incapable. These are not theoretical examples:
I have come across such persons actually in life.
The
complexity arises not only in extension but also in depth. Man does
not live on a single plane but on many planes at the same time.
There is a scale of gradation in human consciousness: the higher
one rises in the scale the greater the number of elements or personalities
that one possesses. Whether one lives mostly or mainly on the physical
or vital or mental plane or on any particular section of these planes
or on the planes above and beyond them, there will be, accordingly,
differences in the constitution or psycho-physical make-up of the
individual personality. The higher one stands, the richer the personality,
because it lives not only on its own normal level but also on all
the levels that are below it and which it has transcended. The complete
or integral man, some occultists say, possesses three hundred and
sixty-five personalities; indeed it may be much more. The Vedas
speak of the three and thirty-three and thirty-three hundred and
thirty-three thousand gods that may be housed in the human vehicle
the basic three being evidently the triple status or world of Body,
Life and Mind.
What
is the meaning of this self-contradiction, this division in man?
To understand that, we must know and remember that each person represents
a certain quality or capacity, a particular achievement to be embodied.
How best can it be done? What is the way by which one can acquire
a quality at its purest, highest and most perfect? It is by setting
an opposition to it. That is how a power is increased and strengthened
by fighting against and overcoming all that weakens and contradicts
it. The deficiencies with respect to a particular quality show you
where you have to mend and reinforce it and in what way to improve
it in order to make it perfectly perfect. It is the hammer that
beats the weak and soft iron to transform it into hard steel. The
preliminary discord is useful and needs to be utilised for a higher
harmony. This is the secret of self-conflict in man. You are weakest
precisely in that element which is destined to be your greatest
asset.
Each
man has then a mission to fulfil, a role to play in the universe,
a t he has been given to learn and take up in the cosmic Purpose,
a t which he alone is capable of executing and none other. This
he has to learn and acquire through life-experiences, that is to
say, not in one life but in life after life. In fact, that is the
meaning of the chain of lives that the individual has to pass through,
namely, to acquire experiences and to gather from them the thread
the skein of qualities and attributes, powers and capacities for
the pattern of life he has to weave. Now, the inmost being, the
true personality, the central consciousness of the evolving individual
is his psychic being. It is, as it were, a very tiny spark of light
lying in normal people far behind the life-experiences. In grown-up
souls this psychic consciousness has an increased light increased
in intensity, volume and richness. Thus there are old souls and
new souls. Old and ancient are those that have reached or are about
to reach the fullness of perfection; they have passed through a
long history of innumerable lives and developed the most complex
and yet the most integrated personality. New souls are those that
have just emerged or are now emerging out of the mere physico-vital
existence; they are like simple organisms, made of fewer constituents
related mostly to the bodily life, with just a modicum of the mental.
It is the soul, however, that grows with experiences and it is the
soul that builds and enriches the personality. Whatever portion
of the outer life, whatever element in the mind or vital or body
succeeds in coming into contact with the psychic consciousness that
is to say, is able to come under its influence is taken up and lodged
there: it remains in the psychic being as its living memory and
permanent possession. It is such elements that form the basis, the
groundwork upon which the structure of the integral and true personality
is raised.
The
first thing to do then is to find out what it is that you are meant
to realise, what is the role you have to play, your particular mission,
and the capacity or quality you have to express. You have to discover
that and also the thing or things that oppose and do not allow it
to flower or come to full manifestation. In other words, you have
to know yourself, recognise your soul or psychic being.
For
that you must be absolutely sincere and impartial. You must observe
yourself as if you were observing and criticising a third person.
You must not start with an idea that this is your life's mission,
this is your particular capacity, this you are to do or that you
are to do, in this lies your talent or genius, e. That will carry
you away from the right track. It is not the liking or disliking
of your external being, your mental or vital or physical choice
that determines the true line of your growth. Nor should you take
up the opposite attitude and say, ``I am good for nothing in this
matter, I am useless in that one; it is not for me.'' Neither vanity
and arrogance nor self-depreciation and false modesty should move
you. As I said, you must be absolutely impartial and unconcerned.
You should be like a mirror that reflects the truth and does not
judge.
If
you are able to keep such an attitude, if you have this repose and
quiet trust in your being and wait for what may be revealed to you,
then something like this happens: you are, as it were, in a wood,
dark and noiseless; you see in front of you merely a sheet of water,
dark and still, hardly visible a bit of a pond imbedded in the obscurity;
and slowly upon it a moonbeam is cast and in the cool dim light
emerges the calm liquid surface. That is how your secret truth of
being will appear and present itself to you at your first contact
with it: there you will see gradually reflected the true qualities
of your being, the traits of your divine personality, what you really
are and what you are meant to be.
One
who has thus known himself and possessed himself. conquering all
opposition within himself, has by that very fact extended himself
and his conquest, making it easier for others to make the same or
a similar conquest. These are the pioneers or the elite who by a
victorious campaign within themselves help others towards their
victory.
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