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To tell the truth, you are never freed from hostile forces
until you come out for good into the Light, above the lower hemisphere.
And there the phrase "hostile forces'' loses its meaning; only
the forces of progress are there in order to compel you to progress.
But you must come out of the lower hemisphere in order to see things
in that way; because below, they are very real in their opposition
to the divine plan.
It was said in the old traditions that one could
not live more than twenty days in that higher state without leaving
one's body and returning to the supreme origin. Now that is no longer
true.
It is precisely this state of perfect harmony,
beyond all attacks, that will become possible with the supramental
realisation. It is that which will be realised for all who are destined
for the supramental transformation. The adverse forces know quite
well that in the supramental world they will automatically disappear:
having no more use, they will be dissolved without the need to do
anything, simply through the presence of the supramental force.
That is why they rush about in a rage, negating everything, everything.
But the link between the two worlds has not yet
been built it is in the course of being built. That was the meaning
of the experience of February third,note The Mother commented on
this experience in her talk of 19 February 1958 (it Questions and Answers 1957-58,
Cent. Vol. 9, pp. 271-283). namely, to establish a link between
the two worlds. For the two worlds are there in fact not one above
the other: one within the other, in two different dimensions but
there is no communication between the two. They overlap each other
without being joined together. In the experience of February third,
I saw some of those from here and elsewhere who already belong to
the supramental world in one part of their being; but there is no
connection, no junction. The moment has come just now in the history
of the universe when that link must be established.
The experience of November fifth was a new step
in the construction of the link between the two worlds. I was indeed
projected into the very origin of the supramental creation: all
that warm gold, that living tremendous power, that sovereign peace.
I saw once again that the values which govern in this supramental
world have nothing to do with our values here below, even the values
of the wisest, even those values which we consider most divine at
the time we live constantly in the divine Presence. It is altogether
different.
Not only in our state of worship and surrender
to the Lord, but even in our state of identification, the quality
of the identification is different depending on whether we are on
this side, progressing in this hemisphere below, or have passed
over to the other and emerged into the other world, the other hemisphere,
the higher hemisphere.
The quality or the kind of relation that I had
with the Supreme at that moment was quite different from that which
we have here, and even the identification had a different quality.
With regard to the lower movements one understands very well that
they are different, but that was the summit of our experience here,
that identification by which it is the Supreme who rules and lives.
Well! He rules and lives quite differently when we are in this lower
hemisphere and when we are in the supramental life. And at that
moment note The experience of November 13. What gave intensity to
the experience was that I came to perceive, vaguely, these two states
of consciousness at the same time. It is almost as if the Supreme
himself is different, that is to say, the experience we have of
him. And yet in both cases there was contact with the Supreme. Well,
probably what differs is what we perceive of him or the way in which
we translate it; but the quality of the experience is different.
There is in the other hemisphere an intensity
and a plenitude which expresses itself through a power different
from the one here. How to explain it? You cannot. The quality of
the consciousness itself seems to change. It is not something higher
than the summit to which we can rise here, it is not one step it
more*: here, we are at the end, at the summit. It is the quality
that is different, the quality, in the sense that there is a plenitude,
a richness, a power. This is a translation, in our manner, but there
is something that escapes us it is truly a new reversal of consciousness.
When we begin to live the spiritual life, a reversal
of consciousness takes place which is for us the proof that we have
entered the spiritual life; well, another reversal of consciousness
occurs when one enters the supramental world.
Besides, perhaps each time that a new world opens
up, there will again be a new reversal of this kind. Thus even our
spiritual life which is such a total reversal in relation to ordinary
life is and appears to be, in relation to the supramental consciousness,
the supramental realisation, something so totally different that
the values of the two are almost opposite.
One can put it in this way (but this is very
imprecise, more than diminished deformed): it is as if our entire
spiritual life were made of silver whereas the supramental is made
of gold, as if the whole spiritual life here below were a vibration
of silver, not lustreless, but merely a light, a light that goes
up to the summit, a light quite pure, pure and intense; but in the
other life, the supramental life, there is a richness and a power
that makes all the difference. This whole spiritual life of our
psychic being and our present consciousness, which appears so warm,
so full, so wonderful, so sparkling to the ordinary consciousness,
well, all this splendour appears poor in relation to the splendour
of the new world.
The phenomenon can be very well explained in
this way: a series of reversals bringing about, step by step, an
ever new richness of creation so that whatever has preceded it appears
poor in comparison. What for us, in relation to our ordinary life,
is a supreme richness, appears a poverty in relation to this new
reversal of consciousness. This was my experience.
Last night when I tried to understand what was
lacking so that I might be able to bring you completely, truly out
of your difficulties, the effort reminded me of what I told you
the other day about the Power, the power of transformation, the
true power of realisation, the supramental power. Once you enter
there, rise into that state, then you see that it is truly the All-Power
in relation to what we are here. So once more I perceived, I felt
the two states at the same time.
But as long as this realisation is not an accomplished
fact, it will still be a progression a progression, an ascension:
you gain, you gain ground, you climb up and up; as long as it is
not the new reversal, it is as if everything needed to be done over
again. It is the repetition of the experience here below it is reproduced
up there.
And each time, you have the impression that you
have lived on the surface of things. It is an impression that is
repeated and repeated. At each new conquest you have the impression:
"Until now I had lived only on the surface of things on the
surface of things on the surface of realisation, the surface of
surrender, the surface of power it was merely the surface of things,
the surface of experience.'' Behind the surface there is a depth,
and it is only when you enter into the depth that you touch the
true thing. And each time it is the same experience: what appeared
as a depth becomes a surface, a surface with all that it means,
something inaccurate, artificial, an artificial transcription, something
that gives one the impression that it is not truly living: it is
a copy, an imitation it is an image, a reflection, not the thing
itself. You pass into another zone and you have the impression that
you have discovered the Source and the Power, the Truth of things;
and then, this source, this power and this truth become in their
turn an appearance, an imitation, a transcription in relation to
the new realisation.
Meanwhile, we must indeed recognise that we have
not got the key yet; it is not within our hands. Or rather we know
quite well where it is, and we have only one thing to do: the perfect
surrender of which Sri Aurobindo speaks, the total self-giving to
the Divine Will, whatever happens, even in the midst of the night.
There is the night and there is the sun, the
night and the sun, again the night, many nights; but one must cling
to this will to surrender, cling to it as in a tempest, and give
up everything into the hands of the Supreme Lord, until the day
when the Sun will come for ever, the total victory.
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